Forgiveness

"When you forgive, you in no way change the past-but you sure do change the future."

-Benard Meltzer

I can hold a grudge like in one day then I will forgive the next day. Is important to forgive because if you want to move on with your life then you need to know that people make mistakes and no one is perfect except God. If you don't forgive then you have a reason why you don't want to forget and forgive that person is hard but we can try move on with our life.

The next generation

"Live so that when your children think of fairness, caring, and integrity , they think of you."

-J. Jackson Brown , Jr.

If I have children in the future and the important lesson I would teach teach them is not criticise people or being a grouchy person in the future. There's a reason why I want to teach this because there's important part when it comes in life.

Words

"People will forget what you said . But people will never forget how you made them feel."

-Maya Angelou

Words can be powerful and can affect in the future. The worst thing I have ever said to someone I said was just criticism about that person.That person react when I started to criticise was yelling back at me. The best thing I have ever said to someone that you're a professional artist and that person reaction was really happy.

Selfishness

"Sucessful people are always looking for opportunities to help others. Unsuccesful people are always asking , "What's in it for me?"

-Brian Tracy

In my opinion sometime is okay to be selfish but not use it all the time because some people take advantage when it comes in handy and if you have a favor but people say "what are you going to give in return?" that's selfish but sometimes we just do that for advantage. I'm selfish when it comes to my mom because she does all the chore and I do not help her but sometimes I get this guilt everytime she cleans. In the end I help her out during the weekend.

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Jealousy

"The jealous are troublesome to others, but a torment to themselves."

-William Penn

I have been jealous of someone that is better at me at art because they can draw an awesome drawings or being creative . I can be creative too but not as cool as other do for example some can draw faces like real people and almost look like a photo . I'm jealous of that person I wish I can draw like them.

Accomplishment

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

I have accomplished by being just me and before I turn 20 or 40 I hope that I could be someone in life and that I accomplish it. Before I die is to travel to some places where I want to go and that I want to accomplish my goal.

Anxiety

"People are anxious to improve their circumstances , but are unwilling to improve themselves .They therefore remain bound."

-James allen

Anxiety means a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome. I get anxious to find my grade is it passing or failing but I deal with it by trying my best next time or trying to work hard.

Music

"Without music , life would be a mistake."

-Friedrich Nietzsche

The music that really speak to my soul is the sad melody , hip hop, remix music style. If I was in the deserted island I would choose mostly every music because I don't want to hear all the time the same music . I like mostly of everything . I hate country music don't get me wrong that I hate it is because it doesn't grab my attention or it really is weird music to hear. Sorry people that likes country music but its my opinion every people has different opinion so please don't get offended.

Optimism

"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.

-Hellen keller

I'm optimistic because I am someone that doesn't give up that easily. I'm optimistic in life by being just me.

Failure

"You build on failure, you use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past , you don't try to forget the mistakes , but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy , or any  of your time, or any of your space."
-Johnny  Cash

Sometimes, I'm afraid of failure because if one mistake I make in my life I will regret for the rest of my life. I failed mostly in tests , in grades , being a outgoing person and etc. I don't dwell on it or control it on my life because I can control it just like my destiny. I move on so that I can take step by step so that I won't make mistake again.

Leadership

"As we look ahead into the next century, leaders will be those who empower others."

-Bill gates

No, I'm a not leader because I'm not that type to lead. When it comes to being a leader you need to be stronger , courage , self-control , Justice , decision /planning , pleasing personalities , sympathy , and understanding that is what it takes for being good leader. I look up someone closer to me that I care and that is a good leader to follow because they have these qualities.

Honesty

"A lie can travel half way around the world while the truth is putting on its shoes."

-Charles spurgeon

This quote means that the lie is faster to say than the truth. I'm honest when i'm being guilty because I'm really bad at lying too when it comes to my mom.

Conviction

"It's the repetition of affirmations that leads to belief and once that belief becomes a deep conviction, things begin to happen."

-Muhammad Ali

Conviction is a firmly held belief or opinion. My convictions is something I have positive side and it come in to my life by good influence. I think thats it.

Control

"I do not want to foresee the future. I am concerned with taking care of the present. God has given me no control over the moment following."

-Mahatma Gandhi

If I could control the future it woul look like something that I would have been dream of. If I could know the future but not change a thing maybe I would or maybe not control it. I would be caring now in the present because its important part in life that counts and treasure like a gift.

Friendship

"But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in  the sunshine of life , and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greatest part of the is sunshine."

-Thomas Jefferson

What it takes to be a good friend is be there with you in the bad and positive situation. A friend can't betray you behind your back and that's what  I expect from my friends. I do actually have 1 friend who i'm loyal to and I can tell everything to that person because she always was there for me.

The difficulty of life

"Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort pain difficulty . I have never in my life envied a human being who led difficult lives and led them well."

-Theodore Roosevelt

What was really difficult for me was trying to move on with my life  that's all I can tell. I overcome of difficult in my life by following my instincts. Everyones has different method of going through some thought times so it depends how they solve their own life. I think  Theodore Roosevelt envies persons because back then their was racist time and mostly  different person can't do anything like the white peoples.

Compassion

"When another person makes you suffer, it is because he suffers deeply within himself , and his suffering is spilling over. He does not need punishment, he needs help. That's the message he is sending." 

-Thich Nhat Hanh

I'm really compassionate when it comes to other's people's suffering because I know they want someone to help them and I know that when I look through their eyes I see the pain no matter if they put their guard up. It's hard to be compassionate when it's comes to the person who you can't stand at school or in your work or any other places , but I wonder if they are suffering because of their life. It may change your mind if you learn better about their life you know why they saying don't judge by its cover.  

Independence

"NO one saves us but ourselves.No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk our path."

-Buddha

I always will walk in my path and no one will control me except my parents. In school I'm independent and I don't rely on other but when I need a favor I will really rely on them. I take responsiblity on my own because when you go to an adult world you have to be independent because you have go through in real life. Sometimes is good to rely on peoples , hoowever it's bad because if you depends on other a lot they won't be with you all the time so sometimes is good to be independent.

Talents

"Each of us has been put on earth with the ability to do something well.We cheat ourselves and the world if we don't use that ability as best we can."

-George Allen , Sr.


My talents and abilities is read a book a day mostly everyday, draw, writing stories, and computer skills . Well my abilities is really good when I grow up. I wish to have is communication skills , singing , playing a guitar , and be outgoing person. I do strive for talent in any way . Do you reach your goal for the talents of what you have?

Head vs. Heart

"One ought to hold on to one's heart; for if one lets it go , one soon loses control of the head too."

- Friedrich Nietzsche

Sometimes I follow the rule with my head than my heart in my life because in my brain tells the logic reason and my hearts can tells other things that can get me in trouble.

Self esteem

"A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others  have thrown at him."

-David  Brinkley

When there's a negative criticism ,I just ignore them because in this world no one's is perfect and one thing for sure why criticise when you are not perfect either.
When people try to put me down or bring me down I say 'You don't know me' so why criticise when you think that you're all that when you're not. My self-esteem was low when I was in First grade and I know when I started to grow up I started to learn that being yourself is something that is belong to you and who cares what the haters says.

Be who you want to be and not care about what others think.

Family

"If thy brother wrongs thee, remember not so much his wrong-doing, but more than ever that he is thy brother."

-Epictetus

Well Blood is thicker than water because Family is important and everything depends. Depends if you want to forgive your family for what they did or wrong you. I sometimes forvige my family and I love my family even thought they are different. You know what the saying say is "You can choose YOUR friends but not your family if even thought sometimes you want to."

Cynicism

"There is nothing so pitiful as a young cynic because he has gone from knowing nothing to believing  nothing."

Cynical means believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity. Cynic about in life is when people says people are self-centered or mean on the other hand I believe not all people are cynical because some peoples that I met are really nice and different. 

Fake!

"Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will love the real you."

I know when someone is fake is when they will ask you a favor every time  and only use you for that.  I know that if someone can backstabbing you in the back when they think they are too nice or is being sincere in the last minute. Well people know that I'm a shy person and don't talk only when people  talk to me I talk back. But when I'm home I'm this loud person and talk like a parakeet. I know who are my real friends they will be with you through the good and bad situation and when they won't judge for what you are .To be truly genuine in today society's to know who you really are and to know if you're someone to be there.

What goes around comes around. That’s what people say. So all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday.

Backstabbers will almost always seek to gain your trust, and this usually involves some form or flattery on their part.

Change

"What  we think determines what happens to us , so if we want to change our lives, we need to stretch our minds."

-Wayne Dyer

What I want to change about my life if I could is to be rich and live in a mansion but my greatest wish is to change my shyness to this outgoing girl than be a boring shy girl. What I like about my life is my family and what I don't like about my life is what I am now.

Fate

"Our greatest  happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance has placed us , but is always the result of a good conscience , good health , occupation , and freedom in all just pursuits."

-Thomas Jefferson

I believe we "are self " can control our destiny  because no one control us or that people think that fate can control me or anyone in the future.

Soul mates

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting 2 bodies."

Sometimes I do believe of love at first sight because that's were you find your soul mates . I do believe in soul mates because in this earth God gave us someone to love to your partner .

Pride

"If they're holding onto their pride ,their ego and excuses instead of holding onto you , it's time to let go."

-Unknown

Well I have never had a good relationship with my dad because he's always at work and comes in dinner time . Only on sunday I see my dad because he has a day off but the problem is he doesn't sometimes spend time with me or with my family . So I have good relationship  with my mom because she always there at home and  when I need her she always there. She's a good mom to me. Well my dad doesn't like people giving us anything because he want to be the one to give us than someone else so that's  he's ego.Sometimes is hard to let go of people if they aren't good for us .

Fears...

"Fears defeats more people than any other thing in the world."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

My greatest fear is when life changes like if I'm going to graduate from high school  I need to grow up and start new life when I'm going to college. That's when I know I have fear of what  my life will be in the future. My smallest fear is when I don't pass my classes and to overcome my fears I have to do is trying to control it so it can't defeat me.

Prejudice

"Prejudice is a burden that confuses the past, threathens the future and renders the present inaccessible."

- Maya Angelou

When I read this quote I think it means something you been bothered by something you have been against. I'm prejudice about racism when it comes over the whole world. How I deal with prejudice trying not to get it to me or ignoring it. 

Tolerance

"If you talk to a man in a language he understand, that goes to his head.If you talk to him in his language, that goes to his heart."
- Nelson mandela

I relate to my people because of my culture and from my background bloodlines. I accept who I am and other people too. I tolerate people who think they are better than other peoples like from other
countries they think because they have something better doesn't mean they are perfect. What I don't tolerate is when people respect their cultures because they accepted for who they are and not for people who want to make them to they are now .

Moody?

"Let us always meet each other with a smile, for the smile is the beginninng of love."
 - Mother Teresa

Mother Teresa was known for her devotion to and caring for the sick and poor. I can help people by giving some food or clothes that are needed. I'm mostly moody so some people sometimes call me Bipolar. I treat good to peoples when I'm in a good mood. When I'm in a bad mood I try not to take my anger to them so I try to calm down before I go talk to them.

Education

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy'.'They told I didn't understand the assignment ,and I told them they didn't understand life."

Education can lead me to become someone in life and success. There's a teacher that did stood out when the other teachers wouldn't help me out when I have trouble with questions. I want a teacher to help me out with the assignment so I can't be confused or when I need some to explained it to me because they say something that I quite  don't undertand.

Doubt vs Faith

"Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother."

What I doubt is something I don't believe in until I see the  real truth behind it. I have faith in God and a lot of things . The reason I have doubt and faith is 2 different things when it comes both of them.

"Success vs. Happiness"

"Success is getting what you want , happiness is wanting what you get."

Success means when you accomplish something and happiness when you earned what you do.

What makes me happy is being with my family , that I'm alive , healthy and seeing my pets everyday. That's I'm grateful.

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Betrayal

"Be careful who you share your weaknesses with.Some people can't wait for the opportunity to use them against you."

When you show your weakness or lower your guard someone will betrayed you the minute you do that. I get betrayed by my friend since we started entering in middle school she started to change and I didn't see that coming.

What inspire me?

What  inspire me in life when it comes to animal cop when they help save animals from animal cruelty owner and save their life to better . That inspire me that I want my career to be one.

Introduction

Love to read a lot . I have read like 300 books  in 1 year or more .